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"drugs" is the second song and second single off of EDEN's sophomore EP ​i think you think too much of me. It was released on 15 July 2016, accompanied by a music video.

Lyrics[]

Cos I had the best of the worst sides
And I had these lungs
And I had too many flash fires
That I just let them burn

Til my chest is on fire
And my head just won't die
I guess I'm lying cos I wanna
I guess I'm lying cos I don't
Cos I just feel so tired
Like it's move or slowly die
You say you ain't you when you're like this
This ain't you and you know it
But ain't that just the point?

You don't know how to let go
Who said this must be all or nothing?
But I'm still caught below, and I'll never let you know
No, I can't tell you nothing

Cos I'm a fucking mess sometimes
But still I could always be
Whatever you wanted, but not what you needed
Especially when you been needing me
Cos I'm a fucking mess sometimes
And I'll say what I don't mean
Just cos I wanted
Or maybe I need it
Swear lying's the only rush I need

Cos all I needed was some words to say
That all these feelings don't mean shit to me
Cos it's all just chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah
And I got way too many routes to take
To make this all just go away
And find another heart to break
So heartless with these words to say
Just saying what I'm supposed to say
Cos I had nothing for you
I can't love if I can't even love myself
Things I would rather be thoughts in the back of my head
But I'm addicted to hurting
And I got these lungs
And I spent too many late nights
Just thinking a hole in the earth

'Til the sky is on fire
And my head still won't die
I guess I'm lying cos I wanna
I guess I'm lying cos I don't
Cos I just feel so tired
Like I need something to come alive
She said you ain't you when you're like this
This ain't you, what you doing?
And I said that's the point

You don't know how to let go
Who said this must be all or nothing?
But I'm still caught below, and I'll never let you know
No, I can't tell you nothing

Cos I'm a fucking mess sometimes
But still I could always be
Whatever you wanted, but not what you needed
Especially when you been needing me
cos I'm a fucking mess inside
And I'll say what I don't mean
Just cos I wanted
Or maybe I need it
Swear lying's the only rush I need

Yeah, yeah, yeah, oh
Yeah, oh yeah, I need it
Yeah, I need it, I need it
Yeah, I need it, I need it, yeah

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